Last week, I returned to Manchester to photograph the people on streets with my friend James. We were joined by another talented street photographer, Nuno. It was a truly inspiring afternoon, as the three of us worked seamlessly together.
Regrettably, I was struggling with mental health issues and became withdrawn and distant. Negative thoughts raced through my mind, questioning my purpose and the value of my work. I observed Nuno and James having a great time shooting, while I felt isolated and unhappy.
I found myself sitting on a bench, my thoughts overwhelming me. James, who is well-acquainted with my struggles, suggested we go to Starbucks for a eggnog latte. He knew of a nearby Starbucks that still had eggnog.
While sitting in Starbucks, holding the delicious beverage, I noticed that my thoughts had subsided. I began to open up to my friends about my feelings. We discussed our photographs, and I mentioned that I could format my SD card immediately, as I was certain I had nothing worth keeping.
James then suggested waiting a month before reviewing the photographs. Immediately, my thoughts turned to Ed and the challenge he had set me: to refrain from looking at my photos and instead focus on enjoying the moment while taking them.
It is remarkable how seemingly disparate elements can come together. I will now concentrate on the positive aspects of street photography. I feel a sense of accomplishment when I am on the streets with my camera, capturing thousands of moments and subjects. I must make an effort to fully appreciate each moment and not dwell on the future when I review the photographs.
2025, my year living mindfully.
Now for some photos from those few hours in Manchester
